Sunday, March 8, 2009
meep-ed @ 6:09 AM

" After all the stupid things i did, how can we not be awkward when we are talking to each other? " adapted from a great friend of mine.

Its like two lovers that loved each other but never will be together as what i say.

Perhaps life its just like something that make us change from the past. Maybe thats the real reason why we cant revert back to the past. However, just because we cant go back to where we were. does it mean that two things that are apart with each other, are just meant or fated to never be together? or are they just not trying hard enough?

If there is god, I believe humans are the one and will be the one that goes against god's will... changing what is fated and meant to be into what is not meant to be. something better that we never thought we will ever have...

Saturday went out with Wan ling to study. if i am not wrong, its the first time in the year i saw her. thus we did a bit of catching up with each other's life. JC life is always fun to talk about. Embarrassing times, Happy times, sad times.... too many times to talk about.

Jean dropped a call to find out what buses can taken to go home from bras basah. Then i was like. give me 10 minutes. then i appeared in front of her. Kinda freaked her out. brought her to the bus stop for the bus and ran back in the rain to the coffee bean. almost got hit by a taxi cos i didn't watch the traffic. Tsk... i was like at that moment. " Yay i am going to die... finally.. its bring all to an end... " but the taxi stopped. Darn it.

Moved over to SMU's underground study area. Saw Wan ling's sister. then she gave me the chao bing face. as if i did something wrong. so i just kept quiet and did my studies. Keith appeared after being late for 30mins. chatted, studied and slacked, did quite abit of work. its kinda fun to meet up with old friends. we left around 9, where wan ling went off with her mum while me and keith went over to rochor road's soya beancurd. Talked more about my PT in school and some of the friends in school. did our usual guy talk and went home.

Today sucks. productivity inefficient. its like inside the PPC. studied for my maths and chemistry test i going to have tomorrow. felt that i seriously having problem with chemistry as i am still unsure of the defination and working. Maths was alright until i started looking at challenging questions and AP which seriously just killed my entire morale for maths. I think i am going to flunk my first CA. think that i am going to study chinese later on. can't believe i have tian xie han zi. sucks big time. i seriously feel like flunking chinese till Alevels cos there is tian xie han zi. zzz its like welcome back to primary school

JC aint so easy anymore. This sucks....

Wishing for the best. preparing for the worst. i hope...

Ciaos. :D