Saturday, April 11, 2009
meep-ed @ 5:24 AM

Good friday. well it was good. stayed home and rot. like mad. studied physic and did some work here and there. played killzone 2 and end of the day. my macbook have reach my homeland!!. totally love it.. it rocks. its like the best thing that can happen to me now except for the other one.

and pretty much thats it.

Saturday. finished up all my homework and 

Econs presentation that still requires revising

Today wasnt that great.

had mee goreng for lunch that never filled me.

Came home and heat up the leftover pizza. 

Just sat in front of the computer and stared.

Stared really hard.

Wishing something would fly out.

Got irritated like mad. no idea why.

Life become so depressing

that made me feel like dying

I wish i could understand what she was saying

and perhaps...

Life would be so much more worth living 

and yes i kinda made a poem 

I miss Carol. like a lot. always loved her presence. like nothing is out there to get me down. Without her at that point of life. i think i would die. How i wish she was my real sister. Well after all we do have the same surname.

I looked up at sky.

wishing something would fall

Perhaps something that can kill

if not something that can save

and please don't be something that leave me in between.

Rain fell and it felt like fresh tears rolling down my cheek.

I wish i was emoing...

Lost of emotions.

Ciaos