Saturday, April 11, 2009
meep-ed @ 5:24 AM

Good friday. well it was good. stayed home and rot. like mad. studied physic and did some work here and there. played killzone 2 and end of the day. my macbook have reach my homeland!!. totally love it.. it rocks. its like the best thing that can happen to me now except for the other one.

and pretty much thats it.

Saturday. finished up all my homework and 

Econs presentation that still requires revising

Today wasnt that great.

had mee goreng for lunch that never filled me.

Came home and heat up the leftover pizza. 

Just sat in front of the computer and stared.

Stared really hard.

Wishing something would fly out.

Got irritated like mad. no idea why.

Life become so depressing

that made me feel like dying

I wish i could understand what she was saying

and perhaps...

Life would be so much more worth living 

and yes i kinda made a poem 

I miss Carol. like a lot. always loved her presence. like nothing is out there to get me down. Without her at that point of life. i think i would die. How i wish she was my real sister. Well after all we do have the same surname.

I looked up at sky.

wishing something would fall

Perhaps something that can kill

if not something that can save

and please don't be something that leave me in between.

Rain fell and it felt like fresh tears rolling down my cheek.

I wish i was emoing...

Lost of emotions.

Ciaos

Had a super bad week. so glad my school days have ended for this week...

things that went wrong

1. Injured my arm
2. Screwed up Physic FA
3. Got sent out of class cos i forget to bring an assignment
4. Screwed up Econ presentation
5. Failed to miss PE
6. Possibility of PI being out of point
7. Friends seems to be hating or ignoring me.( unconfirmed )
8. Screwed up my inspiration for Photography

Seriously what else can go wrong?

Well i am enjoying myself in FSV, have a few people i rather dislike or still trying to accept their flaws, but i love the seniors. totally rocks... We are having some lessons on photography. Even though it failed to teach the technical part of the lesson, it kinda just show the fun and the gist of photography. Creativity + camera = Photography. pretty much that is all you need.

-photography-
What is photography? Why bother learning it? It is something like a geek that takes the huge DSLR and go out take photos of random things like a pillar? Or perhaps some girls that takes up a camera that start camwhoring? In fact. those are all photography of different aspect.
Photography is different from the usual way of communication. different from using language, Graphic, or watever ways u can think of communicating.

Lets just imagine a photo of cube. Its just a object. For some its just a stupid picture that make no sense. but think harder. You realise there are just millions of possibility. that is one aspect photography can bring. It shows how can someone view the world. perspective of life. Millions of ideas. just capture in simple photo
perhaps. thats what it meant. a picture meant a thousand words.

Well it sucks cos its like our clique is starting to fade away. Perhaps its just one part of our junior college life that we have to forget. Such as a memory that is not worth dangling on. Everyone has their own life... everyone has their own problems and happiness. so why bother?

What is friendship? is it really just a bonding between 2 persons that considered reliable to each other? or is it just a relation we built when we grow dependent on each other where we start to take adv between each other?
Its like a tape.
just we feel there is something more important over certain relation.
we just take them down.
overwriting the old memories.
the old friendships?
Maybe thats how friendship disappears?

really hope our friendship would last.
i wouldnt mind giving anything for it...

Flaws are everywhere...
Open your eyes and realise...
these are the imperfection that makes them perfect...

Ciaos...

Stuck at home today due to injured arm due to punching of Dominic. Got a direct impact on my arm, making me unable to lift my arm. hurts quite badly. but currently on pain killers thus everything is pretty much Alright. i suppose.

Liaw birthday was on Saturday, went over in the morning. spoiling my headphone... irritated and played a bit of badminton. went over to soccer court and realize we only have 7 people. not enough for a soccer match so end up playing a 3v3 soccer match without any goal keeper. freaking tiring..

Went to AMK Hub caught shinjuku incident. pretty awesome for violence! and cause its in japan. i pretty much liked it. its one show we can never watch with chayadi. there is no happy ending. =P. splattering blood, hands flying off, killing in the middle of town, what else can i say. NC16 rocks. cant wait for M18 and alcohol.

Got back to nicholas house and finished my MI. then go down to start fire for BBQ. it was so hot that anything that goes down on the pit gets burnt. Scary heat. was screaming madly over the heat. ate quite abit. 2 bowls of fried with bacon chicken chop and satay. Not bad... but i still prefer kebabs and my bro's bbq, steak and burgers RULES! Talked to leslie about cjc, he is transfering from ACJ to CJ. reasons? timetable full from 7 to 7 without breaks for entire week... awesome.. =P

Played with andre's camera with school lens, seriously, wide angle lens is awesome. the photos are super pretty! if i am getting DSLR i am soo going to buy a wide angle lens.

Went out with Lee on friday to hortpark, took quite abit of photo to add into my port folio, suppose to retake a photo for competition but the glass disappeared. sadd.. went over to ikea for dinner, she got herself a pullover, or rather a oversized shirt. i not sure how to classify those shirts. Saw this shirt going "Myspace make work fun!" lol... totally. just that facebook makes work even more fun. Had meatballs and chicken wings for dinner. totally awesome. i love ikea food. Walked around ikea and talking about the ideal home design. Went over to busstop and took 153 bus home and we both slept thru the entire ride. =)

Todays was just BORING. stuck at home cant do much cos homework aint with me. sucks. Oh well...

Ciaos